ifonly.jpg
       
     
 two fake hands, two real braids at the thrift in vancouver
       
     
 a random cake at Jae and Cassie’s / best eaten right off the knife
       
     
 friends who season their cast iron for two days to make everyone food
       
     
 obsessed with Bayit Naassene
       
     
 dreamed my hair kept going gray over the course of a day but nobody else could see it
       
     
 Kelly said I could keep my cropped flannel but not the extra fabric I cut off it even though they both bring me joy
       
     
 Molly: “if Jordan wore all the things I made him he would be warm forever”
       
     
 Molly: “I love houses that have their own baby houses”
       
     
 still thinking about the scene in Alex Leslie’s ‘We All Need to Eat” where the grandmother walks down the line of cars waiting for the ferry, pouring wine to outstretched cups one by one
       
     
 joy made me bread and dropped it off as a surprise and it was still hot so I just warmed my hands on it for so long
       
     
 I told Molly about the deer they put in her car when they borrowed it and I laughed into the long silence so hard it turned back to silence
       
     
 we drove by a marina with a bunch of traps on the ground and Rhys said “maybe this is a crab petting zoo or whatever”
       
     
 one of a few Newfoundland raves that sea invented
       
     
 saw both ends of a rainbow and screamed with sarah and jae after the last coophaus car got towed then saw this ruined book in the mud (the first real day)
       
     
 dreamed Kelly planted garlic on the roofs of a bunch of houses and it was ready to harvest, she taped some of the garlic to the sides of the houses as a sign/marker. I was trying to read the object poem from Aja Moore’s hotwheel to her while she did this
       
     
 dreamed someone dug up my car like this and I was late for something so I ran instead
       
     
 anxious, can’t sleep, shirt and persimmons
       
     
 dreamed we were thrift shopping but the whole building was dark so we felt what clothes we wanted by texture and sometimes when our hands breezed past I heard you laugh in the dark
       
     
 molly’s pink coat and part of a fig from a picture Kelly sent me
       
     
 sea wearing black on saturdays for saturn
       
     
 did one thing for inktober - Marielle’s fatober prompts “crow”
       
     
 dreamed that Kelly was in a small village’s parade where people who made things all got to hold up what they made and she was with the people who sewed and there were cobblestones and we were proud / dreamed this on my birthday
       
     
 Amanda Grondahl’s words in the DTES
       
     
 sheet and ladder left / good shapes walking on commercial before seeing Rose and Isabelle, reading severance on and off and listening to lando chill’s new album
       
     
 walking slowly / looking for free stuff / finding slippers / sitting in Baby Arlo’s garden / picking flowers in Anya’s palette /
       
     
 roses, thorns, and a puppy who sighed itself to sleep
       
     
rosehipfeeling.jpg
       
     
diarycomicrocksbag.jpg
       
     
 found a rock that looks like a starred night sky reflecting on water
       
     
 floating in blue, watched by blue
       
     
 had a dream that we sat in an empty school bus, you made your arms into a triangle to look and speak through
       
     
 dreamed I had to bring a sack of chicks on the bus and make sure they were all okay and sometimes they wandered off but I looked at them and they came back and some stayed on my shoulders before going back to the sack
       
     
 house on stilts
       
     
 good paper bags in front of someone’s house when S and I hung out in the shady park a few days after their birthday
       
     
 want to rewatch laurence anyways
       
     
windows.jpg
       
     
 K on making a sequinned bodysuit: “I’ll be all silk and sequin and finally happy”
       
     
 A showing me their favourite street (Green street) and finding a very good flower
       
     
coffee.jpg
       
     
floss.jpg
       
     
vince.jpg
       
     
wineonbridge.jpg
       
     
bid.jpg
       
     
ruby.jpg
       
     
 (sign at the Vancouver Art Gallery)
       
     
hugs.jpg
       
     
 "she's well-connected in the death world...a wonderful woman, very into funerals"
       
     
bowing.jpg
       
     
wool.jpg
       
     
icecalf.jpg
       
     
pie.jpg
       
     
craigslistscrolling.jpg
       
     
grreenhous.jpg
       
     
 sloppy drawing of my favourite sister / done in bar-light on a night traipsing around Vancouver talking about ghost theories and Adam Driver 
       
     
lavender.jpg
       
     
 mama: "life would be meaningless if people didn't walk on our hearts"
       
     
stitch.jpg
       
     
jug.jpg
       
     
 sweater I have loved and lost i
       
     
 sweater I have loved and lost ii
       
     
 crushing on soko, the usual
       
     
 hands / gift
       
     
selfp.jpg
       
     
 hard times this summer for my little cancer bb
       
     
 a pizza place walking in neve tzedek 
       
     
reading.jpg
       
     
ifonly.jpg
       
     
 two fake hands, two real braids at the thrift in vancouver
       
     

two fake hands, two real braids at the thrift in vancouver

 a random cake at Jae and Cassie’s / best eaten right off the knife
       
     

a random cake at Jae and Cassie’s / best eaten right off the knife

 friends who season their cast iron for two days to make everyone food
       
     

friends who season their cast iron for two days to make everyone food

 obsessed with Bayit Naassene
       
     

obsessed with Bayit Naassene

 dreamed my hair kept going gray over the course of a day but nobody else could see it
       
     

dreamed my hair kept going gray over the course of a day but nobody else could see it

 Kelly said I could keep my cropped flannel but not the extra fabric I cut off it even though they both bring me joy
       
     

Kelly said I could keep my cropped flannel but not the extra fabric I cut off it even though they both bring me joy

 Molly: “if Jordan wore all the things I made him he would be warm forever”
       
     

Molly: “if Jordan wore all the things I made him he would be warm forever”

 Molly: “I love houses that have their own baby houses”
       
     

Molly: “I love houses that have their own baby houses”

 still thinking about the scene in Alex Leslie’s ‘We All Need to Eat” where the grandmother walks down the line of cars waiting for the ferry, pouring wine to outstretched cups one by one
       
     

still thinking about the scene in Alex Leslie’s ‘We All Need to Eat” where the grandmother walks down the line of cars waiting for the ferry, pouring wine to outstretched cups one by one

 joy made me bread and dropped it off as a surprise and it was still hot so I just warmed my hands on it for so long
       
     

joy made me bread and dropped it off as a surprise and it was still hot so I just warmed my hands on it for so long

 I told Molly about the deer they put in her car when they borrowed it and I laughed into the long silence so hard it turned back to silence
       
     

I told Molly about the deer they put in her car when they borrowed it and I laughed into the long silence so hard it turned back to silence

 we drove by a marina with a bunch of traps on the ground and Rhys said “maybe this is a crab petting zoo or whatever”
       
     

we drove by a marina with a bunch of traps on the ground and Rhys said “maybe this is a crab petting zoo or whatever”

 one of a few Newfoundland raves that sea invented
       
     

one of a few Newfoundland raves that sea invented

 saw both ends of a rainbow and screamed with sarah and jae after the last coophaus car got towed then saw this ruined book in the mud (the first real day)
       
     

saw both ends of a rainbow and screamed with sarah and jae after the last coophaus car got towed then saw this ruined book in the mud (the first real day)

 dreamed Kelly planted garlic on the roofs of a bunch of houses and it was ready to harvest, she taped some of the garlic to the sides of the houses as a sign/marker. I was trying to read the object poem from Aja Moore’s hotwheel to her while she did this
       
     

dreamed Kelly planted garlic on the roofs of a bunch of houses and it was ready to harvest, she taped some of the garlic to the sides of the houses as a sign/marker. I was trying to read the object poem from Aja Moore’s hotwheel to her while she did this

 dreamed someone dug up my car like this and I was late for something so I ran instead
       
     

dreamed someone dug up my car like this and I was late for something so I ran instead

 anxious, can’t sleep, shirt and persimmons
       
     

anxious, can’t sleep, shirt and persimmons

 dreamed we were thrift shopping but the whole building was dark so we felt what clothes we wanted by texture and sometimes when our hands breezed past I heard you laugh in the dark
       
     

dreamed we were thrift shopping but the whole building was dark so we felt what clothes we wanted by texture and sometimes when our hands breezed past I heard you laugh in the dark

 molly’s pink coat and part of a fig from a picture Kelly sent me
       
     

molly’s pink coat and part of a fig from a picture Kelly sent me

 sea wearing black on saturdays for saturn
       
     

sea wearing black on saturdays for saturn

 did one thing for inktober - Marielle’s fatober prompts “crow”
       
     

did one thing for inktober - Marielle’s fatober prompts “crow”

 dreamed that Kelly was in a small village’s parade where people who made things all got to hold up what they made and she was with the people who sewed and there were cobblestones and we were proud / dreamed this on my birthday
       
     

dreamed that Kelly was in a small village’s parade where people who made things all got to hold up what they made and she was with the people who sewed and there were cobblestones and we were proud / dreamed this on my birthday

 Amanda Grondahl’s words in the DTES
       
     

Amanda Grondahl’s words in the DTES

 sheet and ladder left / good shapes walking on commercial before seeing Rose and Isabelle, reading severance on and off and listening to lando chill’s new album
       
     

sheet and ladder left / good shapes walking on commercial before seeing Rose and Isabelle, reading severance on and off and listening to lando chill’s new album

 walking slowly / looking for free stuff / finding slippers / sitting in Baby Arlo’s garden / picking flowers in Anya’s palette /
       
     

walking slowly / looking for free stuff / finding slippers / sitting in Baby Arlo’s garden / picking flowers in Anya’s palette /

 roses, thorns, and a puppy who sighed itself to sleep
       
     

roses, thorns, and a puppy who sighed itself to sleep

rosehipfeeling.jpg
       
     
diarycomicrocksbag.jpg
       
     
 found a rock that looks like a starred night sky reflecting on water
       
     

found a rock that looks like a starred night sky reflecting on water

 floating in blue, watched by blue
       
     

floating in blue, watched by blue

 had a dream that we sat in an empty school bus, you made your arms into a triangle to look and speak through
       
     

had a dream that we sat in an empty school bus, you made your arms into a triangle to look and speak through

 dreamed I had to bring a sack of chicks on the bus and make sure they were all okay and sometimes they wandered off but I looked at them and they came back and some stayed on my shoulders before going back to the sack
       
     

dreamed I had to bring a sack of chicks on the bus and make sure they were all okay and sometimes they wandered off but I looked at them and they came back and some stayed on my shoulders before going back to the sack

 house on stilts
       
     

house on stilts

 good paper bags in front of someone’s house when S and I hung out in the shady park a few days after their birthday
       
     

good paper bags in front of someone’s house when S and I hung out in the shady park a few days after their birthday

 want to rewatch laurence anyways
       
     

want to rewatch laurence anyways

windows.jpg
       
     
 K on making a sequinned bodysuit: “I’ll be all silk and sequin and finally happy”
       
     

K on making a sequinned bodysuit: “I’ll be all silk and sequin and finally happy”

 A showing me their favourite street (Green street) and finding a very good flower
       
     

A showing me their favourite street (Green street) and finding a very good flower

coffee.jpg
       
     
floss.jpg
       
     
vince.jpg
       
     
wineonbridge.jpg
       
     
bid.jpg
       
     
ruby.jpg
       
     
 (sign at the Vancouver Art Gallery)
       
     

(sign at the Vancouver Art Gallery)

hugs.jpg
       
     
 "she's well-connected in the death world...a wonderful woman, very into funerals"
       
     

"she's well-connected in the death world...a wonderful woman, very into funerals"

bowing.jpg
       
     
wool.jpg
       
     
icecalf.jpg
       
     
pie.jpg
       
     
craigslistscrolling.jpg
       
     
grreenhous.jpg
       
     
 sloppy drawing of my favourite sister / done in bar-light on a night traipsing around Vancouver talking about ghost theories and Adam Driver 
       
     

sloppy drawing of my favourite sister / done in bar-light on a night traipsing around Vancouver talking about ghost theories and Adam Driver 

lavender.jpg
       
     
 mama: "life would be meaningless if people didn't walk on our hearts"
       
     

mama: "life would be meaningless if people didn't walk on our hearts"

stitch.jpg
       
     
jug.jpg
       
     
 sweater I have loved and lost i
       
     

sweater I have loved and lost i

 sweater I have loved and lost ii
       
     

sweater I have loved and lost ii

 crushing on soko, the usual
       
     

crushing on soko, the usual

 hands / gift
       
     

hands / gift

selfp.jpg
       
     
 hard times this summer for my little cancer bb
       
     

hard times this summer for my little cancer bb

 a pizza place walking in neve tzedek 
       
     

a pizza place walking in neve tzedek 

reading.jpg